My oh my...

Things have been crazy lately... Last week the dog dug up my flower bed... Last night he chewed up baby stuff that I bought for my niece... The boyfriend and I have fought like crazy... Sometimes I think I should just give up and throw in the towel... The same mistakes just keep happening... Will things ever be the way I want them to be? Will I ever get what I feel like I deserve? Why do I put up with so much crap? I have dropped my life for him and yet it's not good enough... I have done way more than enough to prove that I love him... Will he ever prove that he loves me or will he just keep smacking me in the face with stupid crap... Yes I may be young but I don't want to be wasting my time... If he can't treat me the way I deserve to be treated then why am I here?

The start of something new...

Blogging... I never thought I would ever do it but within the last 2 months I have done many things I never pictured myself actually doing... I moved From beautiful sunny San Diego up North to Pittsburg which I have heard people call "the butt hole of California"... I left behind everything I had ever known... I walked away from my life which had just started to become stable, something I have always search for... I was just about to graduated from a trad school, which I shall not name, as a Medical Assistant with my associates degree... I had 2 classes left and completed them online but now I am in search of an externship site... I know what you are thinking isn't my school supposed to do that... The answer is yes but they aren't... That is why I am not naming which school I attended... So basically for the first time in 2 years I have no job and am not attending school and I figured why not blog about my move and becoming more domestic... So I figure my blog hopefully will be full of adventures, pictures, recipes, and even crafts... Oh yeah and hopefully once I get into the medical world I will be even blogging about some of those experiences hopefully none too devastating... We shall see how this goes... Oh and the best part is they have an app for my iPod touch that let's me blog... This should help me stay on top of this... :D